How much can I rely on my friends? How much have I do be able to do alone? How much can I expect from them? How much do I want to ask of them? Wat do I not want to ask/get from my friends?

Often they do help me, so that I could not have gone so far without them. But I don’t want to rely on my friends too much.

I do want to develop deep and dependable relationships, though. So I guess a kind of trust and vulnerability is necessary.